Remembering

So much has happened here in the last month that it's been hard to sit down and write much about it all. I'm not one to process things of depth on-line at any time; I generally write/pray in a journal (and even that has felt stifled as life has been so, well, wrenching at times), and talk to flesh and blood loved ones.

Much transition of late. The biggest and most complete transition has been watching our dear friend Tang leave this world. A struggle with cancer ended almost three weeks ago when she said she was ready for her Father to come for her. She left behind her husband and 7 month old daughter, her parents and sister and many others who love her.

Tang was such a friend to our family, walking with us through Julian's infancy, a time of emotional chaos and uncertainty for me. She was the one who could hold him when he would tolerate no one else, who could give my arms a break for a bit during a church service. She was the one who, when I was hospitalized with mastitis, came unasked to clean the house and care for the children. She and Pramote babysat for us and even cooked for us. Her joy and willingness to extend herself to this often struggling foreigner mama and my brood was a blessing to me. It was a joy to witness their wedding vows and the coming of sweet baby Peace.

We were able to go to her village again two weeks ago to say goodbye. It was a privilege to know this dear girl when she was vivacious and unceasing in love and service, to hold her hand and read scripture to her in her last days, and to say goodbye to her among so many who loved her.

Ju with village friends

Many more life happenings; will let this stand alone and return very soon.